Getting over it

Well, just to even the score a little, let’s make this one in english.

Just in case anyone was wondering, my one-true-love/the-one-i-will-never-have/etc. is doing just well. It’s about Qu. I had actually forgot about him since out little incident back in winter. I gues it’s probably not talking about him keeps him away.

Anyways, these days I hear he’s been entertaining (ie. visiting) my best girl-friend (and probably one of his too). Not only that, he’s met another friend of mine who was totally mesmerzied when she saw his picture. Now she want to see his dick, which I have on film, and which is indeed marvellous.

Actually I was talking to Zora about this once. I was bitching about him saying that I’d post it on youtube, and that I actually should, cause the world deserves not be deprived of such beauty. And she said he’d flip if he found out I did that. “Jump off a window” I believe were her words. But hey, I have no reason to do that. I’m just going to keep it cause it’s a memory. And cause that’s how I want to remeber him. No, not naked, or with a hardon! Like he was back then.

So anyways I hear they went out and he did ask about me. So… I guess the little fucker did/does has some sort of feelings for me. And I do for him. But at this point I can’t really say what it is; it’s all kind of blurry. Maybe it’s best if I don’t see him anymore. Eventually I might forget all about him.

So anyways, apparently he said he would’ve wanted to see me too, or something. And of course Katie thought it was great, cause she’s still not off the reconciliation thing – which is never gonna happen. But, do I want to see him? At this moment? Do I still want to? Honestly, no, not really. Yeah, I would like to talk to him and stuff, but it’s not like I really must see him.

And in other word I hear he’s got a boyfriend. Which is not as pretty as I am. Ha! That’s all I wanted to know. See? It don’t get any better than me, dude! Considering this, the rest is totally not important. Just as long as I can walk out of it with my head high.

I wish them all the happiness in the world.