Aaaargh! At fucking last I get a chance to blog! I mean, to write something anyway. I’m now certain that since my recent change of profession, I have even less time that I did before. The good thing, though, is that I can work whenever I want to, as long as I have everything ready on time, all is right. For instance, this week I got really lazy for two whole days, and didn’t do anything; I just overslept, should have overfed too. That’s another issue: it’s not like I was eating a whole before, now I tend to skip meals even more often (wonder why that is).Well, since it’s Sunday night (Monday morning actually), let’s blog a bit. Only I have no clue what to write about. I’ve seen some hot topics going around the blogosphere, but I still have to formulate a decent opinion about that, ie. I have to find something clever and intelligent to write.I’ve been trying to meet this guy I found on the net for some time now, but it seems like I never have the time or energy to do it. If you’re reading this, sorry it’s not your fault – I just have to feel up to it. You know, going on a date is actually pretty stressful, particularly for me. It’s not like going out with a friend or stuff like that. I have to be at my most charming self that day. I have to be really careful with I say – people usually misinterpret my speech, particularly my tone, and what to me sounds perfectly natural and quiet and so on, to them sounds aggressive and who knows what else. Go figure! Besides, if I’m grumpy I tend to be a bit intolerant towards various things I might not like about the other person – usually the result is I never try to see them again. I guess maybe I’m a bit snobbish; but it’s only at first – afterwards I’m totally down to earth. When I’m at top charm level, I can handle just about any social encounter, no matter how embarrassing it might be – and if I tell you a bit about my experience, you’ll know that some times things get really embarrassing / uncomfortable. About the guy – he seems okay. But then again, they all do until you meet them. That’s what I’m afraid of! LOL. We’ll see when I finally have the time to actually go meet him.I’m thinking about making my own blog website. I’m starting to find the Blogger interface a bit limited, but then again I don’t know how many people actually read me. And the work that I would have to do in order to make the website program is also a bit scary – I don’t know where I could find the time for it. The thing I’d like most is the ability to have different versions of the same post in different languages, cause some people asked me why I don’t write in my own language – well it’s cause I want a broader audience ( 
).
What else? Well, some of the women in my life have begun to really frustrate me! Well, just one in particular – this one’s a million laughs. I’m going to write about it a separate post. I’m just going to say this for now – she’s a friend of mine, to whom I didn’t really it would be necessary to actually tell that I’m gay, since she is a psychologist with a lot of PhDs. And apparently with a crush on me! Maybe I’m just being paranoid, but I’m really starting to feel threatened, I think I’m even avoinding her a bit. So I’m just going to tell her “yo, sister! You know you and I are more alike than you think?”. Or, maybe I should get one those t-shirts that says “Sorry Girls, I suck dick”. I want one for my birthday, mind you!
I’m running short of ideas right now, so I guess I’m going to stop right here. I do plan to do some more posts in the future, but I just have to my hands on some time. God damn it! And school is starting, and I have to study for next year’s residency exam, plus I have to do my graduation thesis… it’s going to be so fucking busy! What the buck?!?
